I was ready.<br />
I&rsquo;d told my boyfriend that I&rsquo;d wanted to do this, and while he didn&rsquo;t like the idea, he agreed that if this was what I really wanted, then he couldn&rsquo;t really stop me at this point.<br />
I did want this.<br />
And I had everything prepared.<br />
But did I really want this?<br />
No, I can&rsquo;t back down now.<br />
I&rsquo;d gone through too much work to get this arranged.<br />
First had been the preparations. I&rsquo;d had to make two rooms for my snake, one for feeding and one for normal